It started out of nowhere, but wasn't that how these things went? Slight changes that were easy to miss because on their own they didn't mean anything. Besides, there was all this new stuff going on — with the shifts, and powers, and time missing from her life and memory. When Gigi woke up sore on her birthday, body aching and tired, head pounding, it was easy to chalk up to what happened during the shift. Theo had been in bad shape too, so she knew something big had gone on that week. An easy explanation for how she felt, followed by a big hangover from the party, then Morgan’s party, and no wonder it was taking her a good long time to recover, right?
But it wasn't going away, that ache deep in her bones. She wasn't getting less tired, even when she tried to balance with caffeine and getting more sleep. Gigi was so focused on trying to fix every little piece that she didn’t zoom out and see the bigger picture. That and she didn’t want to, so maybe not acknowledging it would make it go away. Or everything would resolve on its own and it’d be okay, and there wouldn’t have been a panic all over nothing.
It didn’t resolve. It didn’t even get better, it only got worse, and to the point where Gigi couldn’t ignore it anymore. Not that she wanted to admit it, to think of what it could mean, but pretending wasn’t making things better and wouldn’t make it go away. She didn’t want to call her dad, not when he was on the other side of the country and wouldn’t be able to do anything but worry, and he had enough to worry about with his job. When she knew anything for sure, then she’d call.
Not that she wanted to put it on anyone, but she also didn’t want to be alone. So when she heard the door, Nyx perking up from her spot beside her on the bed, she carefully got up and left her room in search of her cousin. “Theo?”
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